My Orange Regret

2005-11-10T21:35:00.000-08:00

just finished our half day classes.
haha. whoa.. my fear wus overcomed. lol. any word by that!? anyway.. hmm..
im here talking to "daddy" si mark.. ehh.. sobrang kulet!!! he wants to call me at home..
and im like....NO!??.haha. im doing myspace and friendster, also gettin out some anger on vincent.
haha. he didnt txt me last night. he said so!! but he didnt. lol. even a testimonial wasnt given to me?!
ugh.. whateverr!!!
haainako.. :D what can i do?? what to do??!! call vincent?!? lol. i got no load anymoree!! :((
but hey.. id be w/ him tom. :D and i hope he really can come. i miss that fag too much.
hmmm. man. and i hate the way i typed my last post :)) the font was so small. nandon pa naman lahat ng nangyare saken. lol.

ill be back ahaha. ill miss u. labooo. :D

*smoochmeifyoucan*

2005-11-08T04:47:00.000-08:00

Man oh man.
Has been a long time since ive entered here.
Lol, while looking at this page titled: what is emo anyway?
Sheesh. There people!!.
Shame!! Haha.
Lol.
Hm.. we’d go back to school tomorrow.
Crappy.
Haha.
Hmm.. so many things happned. Like so many. Kaya nga I guess aabot ako ng siyam siyam d2 bago ko matapos lahat ehh.
Haha.
Uhhhhm.. ano nga ba?!
After the bad news on the performances with our band,
Here comes my problems due to my attitude,love,friendship with others and especially shit.
One time.. “mongz” txted me and asked me if he was “one” of my boys. Sheesh.
Did he say that!! One of my boys?! Ughh. And.. of course.. me getting mad and all.
Who would like to hear that anyway?!diba?!
Well it hurts. Know that ur a flit after all!? U haven’t even done sumthin.
I explained everything to him.. and okay.. yes he trusted me.
After all the drama,
Me and the band had a practice after our intramurals.. (hooray did moo win!) lol.
Wehad this Halloween party last oct. 26. we had to play these beatles songs.
So.. yeah.. we practiced.
And.. yeah.. I had sun load.
I called mongz. Iunno y..
(sabu wasn’t wid us during the practices. +sobb+)
Maybe I missed him? Dba?!.
Then. I let moo and mongz talk a while.. and in no time.. they had the best talk ever.
It was coz.. moo was from the states.. and so was mongz.. so.. there and there were they talking.
The next day, I go online.. mongz does too.
He asks me about moo and stuff. I show him pics of her.
He compares me to her and stuff. Makes sweet talks wth me.. blah.
Everything was still okay. Everything.

But… after everything. U start to be sad. And that, iunno y..
I have someone courting me.. its Vincent. It has been a long time now.
And, ive realized to decide who iam for.
And I decided for him.
As the sembreak headed.
I contacted him.. and talked to him… knew him.. and everything.
Of course.. that’s what I felt.
I loved him atlast
And.. after four months???
I had to answer him..
I was happy
But.. I wasn’t able to tell this to mongz. Mongz alone!! I felt fxked up!!!
It wasn’t easy.
Mongz saw this pic of mine on vincents account.
Boooyeah did he get mad!!
And the second time around, my ex was online. So like.. whoa. He got mad know Hendrix (a very close buddy of mine) was in our house.
Hmmmm. So haaaard!!! Shiiiit!!!
So know im bound to confusion!!??

I don’t know.

Look at this..
Me and konan at Robinsons haha!!!
http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b363/fadedcries/sigamomaster.jpg
http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b363/fadedcries/agagaga.jpg
haha.
Lol!!!!

And this is shit:
http://i23.photobucket.com/albums/b363/fadedcries/talaganamane.jpg

2005-10-04T12:10:00.000-07:00

bitin n bitin kwento ko yesterday. anyway. guess what.. im absent!? like hell yeah. haha. i just really had to put my intention on it in order to pass both my ap and THE.. gee. things we do for the sake of lovely teachers.hmm. well my moms doing part of my THE. nice on huh?! oh well.. if they really love.. they'll really do some lovin! eek.anyway. here iam talking to konan.. one of i dunno.. bsta i cant explain.. well he's 22 na.. har har.. frankly i miss qt qt :( i dunno but i just really really do.. grr. and the freakin myspace :( i friggin miss it. everytime i get to my pc myspace gets busted!. hm.. is it trippin on me or what.. gr. again.. lolness..
so.. humm.. goin back. ooh yeah.. i was able to talk to eric last nyte. and he kept expessing looks on kimmy. uhm.. the girl of pubcom?! yeah the hearthrob gal wth pink cheeks. even chad asked me about her :)) that makes me laugh though.. (while reading biology) gee i cant believe i can do all these stuff while typin my blog!!. hope i can go on the 22nd :( chad asked me to go to their gigs.. well alwys naman eh!! haha. kaso i cant go coz.. no, its dangerous. or no something might happen to u sheesh. even commuting by myself wont happen to me nemore!. but i got an idea. kim ocol lives in binangonan.. so.. this means.. tis near angono. i can tell my mom that there will be sleep overs @ her place.. haha. and there yah go! dba?! we might even spend the rest of the night sa gig! like hello!! typecast & valley will be there.. gr gr gr!! this is fun like the sun. oops. ok foin im corny. anyway. hmm.. im excited!!
(chad pray for my takas palusot. wherever you are freak!) haha. sheesh. si chad naman.. imbita ng imbita.. as f naman i can go noh!? pero dis tym.. maybe.. hmm!! and eric was like.. di nga!? ur going?! bago un a.. hnde ba sha nkakainsult?! ahaha. asar like gr. :D hayon. wala akong mxadong msabe.. im just like wasting time instead of studying (ok fine the books on my lap but im not even reading). grr. whats with ggrr!! anyway. so manong hell pm's me now telling me to check out his friendster!? wahihi. thats cool.. he's demanding me!. haynako.parang si caloy. tawag nia sa testy fruitcake! :)) tawag ko sa testy cheescake. kpag gs2 nia ng testy.. sobrang demanding. like whoa!??? haynako :)) i was even thinkin of askin a testy from him a long time ago.. (well not that long..) maybe a week ago!.. tapos sha pa ung mauunang magask ng testy sakin! whutevur!!. wahihihihi. haun lng. ill type more of these THE and AP stuff... ahaa.. *have fun danee banannee!!* lol. mushu are u there!?? haha. kiddin :-p so i lovey dovey my shoees!!

2005-10-04T03:29:00.000-07:00

so many things happening like whoa!? haha. gosh. unxpected moments. gee. so.. as i was saying..last week was the band screening.. hm. so we practiced.. well b4 that.. we got a new drummer.. gurl na sha.. si celina.. another batch mate.. apparently.. she hasnt experienced playing infront of a crowd?!. so u got it. :D trauma comes. it was thursday, ou first day to practice with her. it was foin.. but when the song (sa uulitin-mojo) gets to the complicated part, she gets confused. its normal anyway. hm.. so it was already late and the rest of the band had to go home. and the next day.. friday.. we had to practice again. i never thought naman that w'ed have a hard time dealing with u know.. time and stuff.. we slept over sabu's place. hmm.. twas fine.. but as we were practicing.. i noticed something really bad... :) haha. twas the drmming and the vocals.. so so.. we still practiced. Celina got her part finally and we ended ONE SONG @ 2:00 am. well good!! 2:00 u freaks. and the next day was the screening!. (unlucky for the screening to be held late. it was done *8am-6pm* sheesh.) so we moved to mu's place.. to practice more but w/o sabu this time. so i was kinda freakin out coz i had the feeling that sabu might forget the.. lyrics,the tone,the beat.. and even the tempo of the freakin,friggin sa uulitin song. hay. (speaking of.. my cd's still with her.) hm. newei. so we practiced this soundcheck i made up.. it was the heaviest sounding song compared to the other songs.. gr. and we practiced time of ur life again. i didnt use my electric.. i knew id mess up more if i did. jo was with her bass.. and mu.. still on violin.. we were planning to leave @ 11.. guess what.. we left @ 3:40!? whoa. and keith was there :)) waitin like hell. and he didnt know anyone.. freeak. we arrived school.4:00 pm. everybody was like.. "gosh its coalesce!. yan n ang mgaleng. aahaha. ahaha. (boisterous laughs of aa people)." and the.. "guys..kaya nyo yan! make us proud!!." and we were like.. uh-oh.. this wont be good. celina kept nagging me about her getting messed up wth the drums.. gr.. i just kept telling her to keep her eyes on the drums.. so we were next after the oh so good RUBADUB!. gee.. im inlove with the dreadlocked drummer ;))haha. so.. anyway. haha. uhm.. when we started the soundcheck.. the drums DIDNT work :( i just kept my chords running.. and.. after the check.. twas sabus time to shine.. haha. and unluckily.. she dimmed.. lol! she was lost. and i was there whispering the tone to sing.
haha. weird!?. yeah. just agree. if it wasnt for this freakin voice! (PAOS AKO!) i would've sang the song for her. i knew it by heart and it was messed up. and so was celina. i understood.. twas her 1st time anyway. :D
me muriel and jo were the retaining best ones. but atleast the audience impact was LOUD. literally. the dreadlocked guy was watching :xx shit!. but our sound!? eek. anyway. so aun.. we cracked up but twas ok.. experience din sha. haynaqo. after all tis just school. u bastards :)). bye. ;)) * i smooch yeah*

2005-09-22T17:53:00.000-07:00

it just like seemed so yesterday. then he goes.
he was one of the best..he made the most smiles and stuff..
i dont have any idea why i had to treat him that way..
deep inside, i do love him, but.. i dont know.. im scared..
im out of myself usually.. after 6 months of waiting, and not even taking to him
was indeed shameful of me right?
i hope he comes back. :( i hope he still smiles,
DONT GO!. thats simply it. but no... IM CONFUSED!!.
sheesh. :( ill continue this later... i have t0.. im talking to him.
:( (sobbs)

2005-09-21T22:51:00.000-07:00

me and the incredible debates of unnatural critics
we got to make this song.. actually for our batch. :-p
booyeah is it very nice to be recomended but booyah twice for having the MOST busy sched like hell yeah!?
oct. 1 is the band screening in aa. (well, feels good we passed...after the figgin admu group. sissy's. tss) anyway.
we havent practised like hellow!? so.. thats me now. the stressed and unusuall danee @ ur service.
haha like ha!?. nah..
secondly.. ive been tryin' to figure out this f****n friendster!. well yeah sorry to be addcited!?.
im vain...yeah im vain likey hell.. haha. nver mind abt that
*mongs is snobbing me!?! :(
i hate people when they're like that..grr. hmm..anyway. i better get going!?
i even reviewed in biology.<<<<>
and booyah... i got a perfect announcement foe this day.. I PASSED ALGEBRA.!!!
gee.. thats the 1st time though.! haha. :-p

2005-09-05T00:36:00.000-07:00

TESTING.